Today,me,jason and jeremy went to ray house to''slack''......jason was following me,i called ray he never pick up,i called coz i not sure which floor ray lives....so i decided to start on the highest floor,17!,then when we search till the 15th floor,i called ray again,he picked up then told me it was actually the 7th floor!......lol.......Then enjoyed myself,jeremy came after that...Watched ip man....Man,jeremy and jason wanted to spar each other....I watched wrestling....Grrr....Shawn micheals kicked undertaker right in the face....Ouch.....Then we 2 headed to clark quay......Jason wanted to bring me somewhere....then we talked and talked,made decisions too......Shhh...personal....Then headed home.........Tml band,SYF,rmb not to consume any chilli stuffs hor!!! I will be heading down to skol at 12pm..... I will be there thru out the competition.....Impress me alrite??....lol...hahaha....GOOD LUCK.....bring at least a BRONZE back......believe in u guys....''jia you''!!!!


Signing off~~~
Did i did the right thing??

Will i destroy''him''?

today,i stayed at home.....i felt my so called''devil form''is gone,i seriously am blank now,what happened?....i felt lost....i hate this blank feeling,it suxs.....but was told it is my mindset....etc....i actually needed to go Ray house for something,then i no nid go coz of delays....etc....Then i was asked for $$$ around 60 to 70 for some important use......Man,that seriously is alot,then unluckily just nice,i fell out with my father quite SERIOUS......till now,we didn't talk....he plugged off the com cord...... Why cant they understand me???i am trying to respect u then u give me all this shit that i dun even deserve....now i can't even ask for the cash i needed.....i am so......*speechless*...i seriously didn't like this at all...I dunno what is happening to me.....$$$,i am sorry....i noe''u''fork out a lot liao....but i seriously try to get the $$$ for u.....I am broke,i dun really noe what i am blogging here.....I SERIOUSLY BROKE,MENTALLY UNSTABLE,EMOTIONAL STUFFS WITH MY FATHER.....Oh,mighty god,i nid ur help.....I will open my heart for u,will u help me?Nevertheless,i have an important decision to make,should i accept and become a christain?or i should remain as who i am.....


Signing off~~~~
..................Haiz...........

Does this signifies my past and present??Hope it did....

today,i went to church with jason,man,i was newbie to there but it seems that the ppl there are all very friendly,there was this guy named Rio,man,he is like so.....Excited i would say to see me....today i noe a few friends......it is my 1st time attending church service so ya....was wondering everything....etc....they started off with singing songs....the band was called''ccc''....Then there is this pastor,called Dr.Phil Pringle....He is a nice guy,gave his speech and most of the things he said,i truely agree.....Then i dunno why,i stopped when the pastor wanted to pray for all those ppl......then i made my mind again then i went forward....After the service,jj was asking me on the service....etc....he said now,god has planted a seed in my heart...now,it is up to me whether i want to ''water''it or not.....then soon after i reached tampines,my heart and mind just went blank.....Serouisly blank,i didn't noe what happen,but it sure feels uncomfortable....even when i am blogging now,i still feel blank.....Anyone can talk to me???Why this feeling???



Signing off~~~
Strange...........

Mount Vernon


2dae morning went to Mount Vernon,@Aljunied area,i suppose...I climbed up the 7th storey to pray,then down again although there is a lift,prayed for good health...hehe....Then i reached home around 12pm plus....Very tired,then around 3.30 to 4pm,i meeting ray and jeremy @ tampines mall! When both of them arrived,they went to withdraw their $$$ then we head to Macdonalds to eat.....Then we talked,i should not bear any grudges anymore.....I will try....Then headed to timezone,watched ppl play the arcade game,Tekken 6 ^^.......Then jeremy challenged a player and was beaten down...there was a lot of competiton among ppl near the game machine,nevertheless,todays a good day....Tml,i will be going to church.........From 12.30pm to 2.30pm...I wonder what is installed for me......

Signing off~~~
Grudge no more,PEACE!

Gift from SIA...lol...

haha...those working to make this event successful

Salad...?heh

2dae started very well,it was my last day for running the show for SIA and i really,really miss it.......It was great fun working with everyone,then,i had a meeting with mdm,ray and jeremy,we talked about FBEC stuffs,then settled stuffs once it for all......My hbp dropped...and thats good.....lol....As promised after that meeting and if everything went well,i will go to church and pray thanks to god,although i am darkness.....Muahahaha...lol....

So ya,SIA,juniors,good work,it is fun working with u all,laughter and all....To all lecturers,thanks for guiding....lol.....write until i like gonna graduate.....heh....then at Mrt i was giggling non-stop,coz a junior kept saying the word,TEH......lol.....Nevertheless,i liked this whole week of SIA,i get to learn certain points on Banquet stuffs......Today,i created a special season for popcorn chix....haha...tml i will be going to will be going for''qing ming jie''.......gonna go to Mount Vernon.....then,Band u all got 5 more days left...1st april...ur SYF.....i WILL be there to support u all....u all can do it.....

Signing off~~~
Banquet''Chef''of the future??

High blood pressure.....Hatsudo!!!

Pack and pack!!!

I am so freaking happy to start a new day......It is my second last day of my SIA run,i wanted to make it as special as possible.....it started real well where i swept the wings of the bugs in the kitchen near the exit....Then when sir melvin closed the doora lizard dropped down...i suppose from the ceiling....so freaking disgusted.....haha....then....i had so much fun working with everyone....especially me...haha...kiept saying the word''FOOD''whenever i see one...haha....it is whoa.......i really liked what i am doing.....Packing,cooking.....of corse eating....heh heh....It is,man....no words to describe...too splendid.......i talked to mdm several times today.....i tried a spanish potato omellete...it was good....then when it comes to afternoon.....it becomes hell....FBEC project....I swear i almost died today....was the presentation done? need help? why did the leader quit all of a sudden again?? the rest,u were supposed to up some $$$ rite?where are they???ARE u all even concerned about it???I am so F**king concern about the project....u said u wanna be the leader,i give u the path,then when ppl look down on u,u start giving up,Samantha was right...The FBEC event was a test to show each and individual's true colour......I called minute man,he was slping.....Called the leader and asked whether the presentation is done or halfway? I kena the answer "'Why u ask me???" Iam so sick of this craps.....minute man later on called me to apologise...i accepted.....I tell u,my HBP was like almost to the max.....i even felt like i am dying soon.....Luckily,still have ray to talk and share.....When i am back in the kitchen,i felt discomfort,so everyone was like saying take a rest...etc....so i did.....then called ray to talk again....I even said that if everything is gonna be fine tml,i swear and i really SWEAR that i will pray to GOD and say THANK YOU!!!!!Tml ray,jeremy and shah gotta come down to skol @ 11.30am to meet mdm.....nevertheless i decided to look on the bright side,i entered the kitchen as per normal(Myself)and put everything aside and concentrate on SIA.....Talk about cheeses...Sir Jim wanted to let me smell a foul smelling cheese to wake me up....lol.....from sickness.....I seriously loved this job......Not to mention team members...lecturers.....Thank u all for asking me to rest and relax....haha...lol....thanks for taking over the time i rested friends...thanks.......this is what i want,family bonding...not giving up shits....nevertheless,Look towards tml last day to work with u guys....

Signing off~~~
DEADman.......

Pasar closed???

Request card

colourful?LOL.

Having fun working...

presentation by SIA

erm,HP???

2dae was a fun-filled day.....i reached around 7.55am....i gotta say mdm really read blogs!!! she asked me whether i ate my fav bak chor mee......reporting time was 8.30am.......Then i started to do work till the rest joined me....we get to do lots and lots of stuffs to keep us busy....coz straight away will be another batch of SIA crew,so there was a lot of packing....but luckily,haha....with all teamwork,we actually managed finish the preparation by 11.20am....i was shocked to see how fast we worked from 9am start.lol!!! it was a Qiong Qiong day...but i liked it.....there was actually request cards that the cabin crew has to fulfill....There is 1 guy who might have tot its really a surprise,but when he looked at the card,the words''KNN'' came out....everyone was laughing abt it....Then there was a lady,was complimented for the best presetation,she blushed until like tomato....blushes easily is what the rest says......haha....nevertheless....I LOVE this job.... (:

Taste like???

hungry liao...

my real sandwhich....Recipe?Can't tell...haha

2dae was quite a hectic day.....i came around 8.10am....I think there is a suicide case in Clementi MRT station......So,the SMRT service starts to jam.......Then started off by cleaning up the demo room and the coridor to welcome the SIA ppl......This batch not much girl lor...Quite a handful of guys.....Then we started to prepare the teabreak stuffs...by 10am.....Then after the teabreak we started to prepare for the staff meal....Todays menu was sandwhiches.....then used up the chix.trimmings........etc.....then had a good meal......Mdm called me one side.....She talked to me then i was given a mystery gift(Can't Tell actually)....i have done quite a lot 2dae,not to mention changing paper hat 5 to 6 times......Kept perspiring......we found lots of caterpillars all of a sudden in the kitchen...we didn't knew where it came from...


Then when the cabin crew started to come in,we actually forgot a lot of things,dustbins,some didn't have white wine....etc....Then when i handle the dustbins,i found out that there was actually a rotten piece of trashbag filled with many ''friends'',they were maggots,caterpillars,bluebottle flies and Mr.famous lizards...i think thats where the caterpillars came from....the smell was horrid....I almost threw up my lunch...It smells like rotten shit,zoo,cow dung......Argh.......!

then Sir melvin took a baygon and sprayed at the pests...Man,the smells still stays.....The juniors were a bunch of brave kids.they cleared the mess...Thank u,guys.....Takes a lot of effort to discard something like that.....then we settled a lot of things......I wrote down what to do tml so that we can have a easier day of working....Good job to all 2dae....haha....

Band your competition is coming up soon..Next wednesday,i noe there is an Annual awards day,i am not sure whether i could come down and support u all....coz i might be going for''Qing ming jie''.....cleaning tombs....lol....chinese ppl should noe.....well,thats all 2dae......

Signing off~~~
Tired Deadman......

My Idol has turned me into him...
The Undertaker=Kian ann???? lol.....haha

SIA prep

I had SIA preperation 2dae,it was fun,getting to know 4 ppl from CA.....They are Indra,wadi,darren and esther....haiyo,i came today and reach around 7.45am.....although the SIA stars @ 9am,siao right?reach so early....Then i was fanning myself....Damn humid lor the weather......Then the prep start liao,mdm was wearing a apron...The 1st sight i look liao,i laughed...."Fishmonger"....haha...mdm,u see this blog don't set grudge ar.lol....Then there was a little briefing and some introduction......Then mdm was like this is kian ann,u can call him undertaker....i was like"!!!!".......Then there was a little joke straight away like u make him angry,he throw u out of the ring....Then sir darren added later he chokeslam all of u.....i was really..lol....Speechless ar...then of course laughter.....haha....Then all started to preparation....lol...gotta teach them so they can teach others....Jon took over my equipment stuffs,i took over the prep....Cutting nonstop...Shiok!!!.....We divided the juniors to two,i took 2 and jon took 2......Then we finished everything within 7 hours,inclusive of 30mins break....not to mention,forgetting important methods of cooking...lol....Juz old 2dae....Forgatting some ingredients too.....So tired today....haha but tml good,The girls are coming...haha...lol...I gonna take a few shots tml...photos!!!My last run for SIA b4 graduate.Haiz....~~~~The juniors were not bad at all......Fun to work with too....now,they have been calling me undertaker....lol....Today juniors,u all have chalet hor....Dun play like mad and then tml sleepy ar......lol..Rest well the tml.....WORK,WORK,WORK!!!!!haha....... Hells kitchen....lol...Not even the standard...


Sighing off~~~~
R.I.P

My brand....

Saw it b4? Extra big pao @ $2.50

Blur pic...

Is he smiling??? lol.

yesterday didn't go and blog coz was invited for chalet,sam birthday,My baby nephew came again....haha....Carry him up and down....Then around 7plus pm,Ray,jon and i went to get sam a present 1st...When we reach,we then saw sir iggy,bari and freddric.....lol....Sir iggy didn't noe i smoke....The drinks there ALL alchoholic......There are orange volka,lime gin,cranberry,pinacolada,breezer,etc.....Bari is like.....Drinks beer gulp by gulp like swallowing water......i was shocked lor....Then i too sian,went to buy cigarettes.....we had a lot to eat,pasta,curry devils....etc...Then after that we sat down and talked non-stop,joking around...
Not to mention Freddric singing non stop with dance steps...My god....talk about automated taps,ray,jon u all should know...haha....Freddric alone can make us all stomach pain... then went home around 1.30am,Of course take cab la....Then ray cap with me....lol.....Gotta keep....There is a lot to talk about the chalet,Anyway,Damn fun!!!then went for breakfast as usual then mahjong lost $4.....lol.....Then ate strawberry salad....nothing much 2dae lor......all about the chalet....Oh ya,band,10 more days b4 u reach ur competiton....Work very hard alrite? take care members....RMB not to eat chili stuffs 1 day b4 the competiton....Take notes leaders....

General Cross and Allen walker..........

Today,nothing much.....Juz wondering should i go for Sam's Birthday tommorow?.....lol...Haven got her a present yet....Haiz.....Have to pay for grp 1 R&D....$10....Sian...Broke liao la.....And i actually forgotten to go band to help 2dae!!....Must be playing games too much....Next week starting SIA liao.....I wonder i still can rmb stuffs or not.....Get to see the last batch of SIA B4 i graduate.....I wonder,are they noisy?haha......lol.....Anyway Grand theft Auto is a nice game....Go try it....Break lose!

You are next in my list.

today stayed at home do nothing.....But appetite getting better.....i watched Hells kitchen season 1 to pass the time away......Then my father came and joined in...He tempted me to watch wrestling...lol...Buay tahan so i change to wrestling.....My 2nd sister go Chalet oso nvr called up or whatsoever....Haiz....Then shaun told me that mdm chosed 7 ppl to the SATS catering but its not confirm yet,juz sending the CVs......Then mdm called up to ask when i worked etc....Coz forgotten to add in......Man,My CV is gonna head to Fullerton hotel......Then for dinner...haha...Ate two giant bowls of my mum's homecook pasta.....Craves for more and more...I wonder should i go band tml....To help out?........i am so sian today.......I think i gonna head out somewhere tml....To Freshen myself up.....So,Adios......lol....




Short post today,
KIAN ANN...........

Baby boy....When u coming back......




Classic......haha....The Leaders!!!

Woke up 2dae not really feeling well.....Nowadays ar,i felt that i am very old liao.....My health not perfect liao......Normally i would eat like nobody's business for breakfast...But i actually ate plain bread lor!...Can't believe too....My snacking habits today didn't ''Activate''......Then my mum brought my youngest sister to aljunied...The physician there....lol....she wanted me to go too but i refused to go.....Then my mum dapao lunch.....Eat then watched animes.....Actually was planning to go out with Ray,Jon,XY etc to buy books......Too Shack......tired.......Then was asked to join dinner with my ex band members...Turned it down also.....But 1 thing la...I finally noe how to link ppl in blog la....lol......I tend to think a lot....And i mean...A LOT.......Haiz....My other younger sis went for a Chalet.....Haiz.....Hope the frens dun teach her bad......Ah lians and ah bengs......i can't stop my sis from going.....Her life lor.......Haiz..





Signing off---
Its a Sian sian day.......

Kena bitten by some ferocius beast......Sobs


me.......

What are u doing!! GET OUT!!!

Phew......Talk about ytd night can't breathe properly......Haiz......HBP ar.Reacts to my temper......2dae Pe starts at 9am...But only 5 turned up....So sian...Then played our own games....As usual badminton...haha.....ppl start walking in after that coz raining too heavily.....Then during break...The 13 of us rested at canteen,then mdm called me and said to meet her at the demo room,she planned to show us video....Its Kitchen nightmares!!! Shoik! The restaurant was totally......(speechless)...the Restaurant was so lol.Flies flying all around.....The kitchen,Hell! the things were all rotten,the fridge on the basement was like a home to the Roaches.....Grrrrrr......And they even put food on the floor to stir.Wa lau.....Common sense ma.So unhygienic....Then things changes... chef GR brought the 3 manager for a little trip,to his restaurant.Whoa......The standard is SO MUCH different !!!! U can see everyone working in GR restaurant basically cleans and cleans! that is heaven!!!.... Then Lydia bite me lor.....Ouch now got briuse liao........Then for presentation,i must say,Group 2 did a really good job.Congrats...Group 1.Haiz kena from mdm lor..Indeed must kena scold......Haiz i dun wan elaborate la....Its all about commitment lor......

Then CP and Vinc had a quarrel after we lefted the class.....Man,i suppose it's about Vinc photos.lol.Man, Cp actually say CB!!!Everyone was indeed shocked for a moment....Mdm was like standing in between them...Stoping them from Fighting....Mdm oso Buay Tahan.........Haiz....We were given 2 weeks to do another presentation to mdm.This time it WILL definitly be good......Despite the bad things happened,mdm gave some of us Borders Vouchers..30%!!!! Apply to each individual book!!! I think i gonna buy something on jap food...haha.....it will due by this thurs......

Erm.........Sad to say.The cooking competition was cancelled due to our FBEC....Many stuffs to handle..Haiz...I let a opportunity to show my improvements........Lol.... then Mdm picked me as one of the nominees to send my Cv to Fullerton hotel!!!!!!! Man.......Gotta work hard.....!!!


ok now.The holidays will start as from tml......Class will resume on further notice as mdm nids to carry on her courses and mdm jamie too......Details will be updated ASAP.........Please anyone if u wish to clarify anything,i will be available on...E-mail,MSN,HP,Home tell...etc..lol...hehe..


The holidays please make use to do ur projects especially Lifeskills....It will be due on 28th of april...With this i end.......


Signing off

Deadman's memories..........

Meeting @ vivoroof

Are they gonna fight?

KA: Shaun press this!!!

Raining heavily....

Sidehead lock!!! Wrestling...

2dae attendance....

2dae,we had a meeting for FBEC.......really had no mood to do last minute stuffs......i was asked to give a time and place.....So i gave 10am @ vivoroof,

heh only the pathetic 3 turn up....Jeremy,Ray and myself......Except,YY,JJ and shaun with valid reasons to be late.....waited and waited 10.30am,only a handful came then we went to eat breakfast 1st.......When we were having the meeting,i started to rain heavily.....That was after the meeting......Shuan used my bag as umbrella!!! He walked somemore....My bag was like damn WET!!!!!!!

Went home after that,then i change my blog stuffs.......the blog has about 3 scrolls so look out for it......

Very sian.......Until 12pm onwards then we start to discuss everything.....The slides were going to be done by shah,i hope nothing goes wrong.....Nevertheless,the meeting was ok........

Tml,there will be PE lessons at 9am,so please KINDLY turn up........Then,during FBEC,both groups are to present their stuffs to mdm.........

Signing off-----
Sian de Deadman.....

Hungry Ghost?

My left face....Not a happy camper...

Today is another day......i woke up as usual then my parents brought my sisters to the temple to pray as today was''Guan yin Dan''.......i dunno what happened to me but i was like very sian then i started to eat and eat...Eventually,according to the dustbin,i counted the things i ate.....

They are:Polo snack----8 packets
Rice crackers''bi pang''----6 packets
Lexus biscuit(cheese)-----2 packets
instant noodle----A packet

Plus when my mum came back she doesn't know i have oreadi ate my lunch,then i devour a packet of chicken rice......I was shocked that i was able to eat that much........I am so restless.....I think a lot....Hard not to,for ppl who says i think a lot..Maybe due to my skin problem of my face???........So sian...

Tml going to meet up for FBEC...to finish up the presentation...i wonder how many gonna turn up tml...i am so f**ing Frustrated.....

About skol,for monday,wednesday,thurs and friday,there will NOT be any skol....For Tues,There WILL be PE and FBEC.....

During FBEC,both groups are to present their designs on the menu,Front of house,Sitting plan,etc..........

Thats all,i think..........Haiz.......

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My breakfast 2dae....

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Qi gong??/