Friday, April 3, 2009

Clear Statement......I didn't want to post such things....

Why is it like that,ppl i noe from all over singapore are asking me to attend this and that,church stuffs.....I dun like this feelings.....I ever told someone that i respect jesus BUT I DO NOT WISH TO CONVERT....ppl are trying to change me from all over the bloody singapore.....Please la.....I am done with 1(with respects,brother)and now,a few came and asked me to attend this and that,i am so f**king Stressed up,u guys know i am a guy that thinks a lot,So please have mercy on me...i found out that the love of god is strong yes.... I know stuffs like god loves us...etc....i understand and i seriously felt god's presence...Please......do not push me to the corner anymore.....ppl say i am a big man oreadi still signing over stuffs like that.....Well,thats me,sometimes even myself can't understand why i sign a lot...Please all,dun be offended for what i wanna say...

Another friend today told me god loves us,thats why if we want to be like god,we have to think like how he thinks,such as how we love people unconditionally.

This is what i wanna say,I am who i am in this world there is only 1 and only fat Tan Kian Ann and thats me,i noe u all want the best for me,i SERIOUSLY appreciate that,nevertheless,i am who i am,although at times i do behave like a kid,i am still aware of what is happening to me....The undertaker stuffs,ya,its cool for me,My idol,The undertaker from WWE,but i am not him,i am not satanic,its all pretending.....i know i have been acting stupid to act like him....I am condemning myself...Let me be...I dun wan to blog it this way,but its is my limit oreadi.....

I have lots of stuffs,health,love(if u all believe),projects...I wan the best of everything,I dun mind u all pray for me,u all can heal,yes,sometimes i feel good...But my health is not getting better nowadays,sometimes i am so influenced by my nightmare the last time,whereby,i just suddenly leave this world and leaving ppl like my Loved ones,Friends,''God-brothers and sisters'' crying.....I dun wan it this way..........Please....Seriously,my tears are falling while blogging....

Again,dun be offended with all due respects to......

I noe u all want me to be my best,this is a sort of sensitive issue....So sorry again to blog these stuffs but I want to make it clear that i respect god,but i will not convert....i have my own religion....I hope u all understand....thank u....

Nevertheless,the presentation for 1 FBEC is done and today i watched from youtube,Gordan Ramsey raises up two pigs for the restaurant.....there were 9 episodes....Then u will see the sentimental side of chef ramsy as the days passes by towards the day of slaughtering......b4 the pigs were turkeys,after the pigs were lambs...Haiz....








Signing off~~
Sorry that i have hurt u 1 way or the other...Ppl...

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